my journey

Actually we cannot judge how our personality is by ourselves. But I'll try ... I am a simple person in any way. I don't hesitate to help other people, because I think one day I might need help. Not easy to get along with new people. Always try to smile at anyone even when you're in a bad mood. Quite relaxed, even too relaxed, sometimes until the assignment is done one day before the deadline. Often feels bad about refusing to help someone. Don't talk to new people too much. Quite creative in outsmarting something. Love writing, but sometimes confused to start. Loves to fantasize in great detail. Sometimes like a crowd, but sometimes like to be alone. Likes to learn new things and feels that there is no problem listening to other people's criticism and suggestions. It's easy to shed tears because of sadness, too much anger, too happy and even too moved. But really avoid crying in front of other people, even in front of parents and family. Because I fe...

*little sharing with my friend ✨ Sejak SD, aku paling lemah dalam bidang olahraga. Yapp.. dikarenakan lontaran kalimat kalimat bullying dari beberapa temen kelasku.  "Anak mama tuhh,, ga bisa apa apa" "Duhh.. lelet banget" "Yang gesit dong" "Liat aja tanganya halus banget ga pernah bantuin ibunya dirumah" "Udah, jangan ajak dia ! Ntar tim kita kalah" Anddddd.... many things more Setiap kalimat kalimat itu selalu aku dengar manakala aku jadi yang terpayah dalam pengambilan nilai olahraga. Satu per satu kalimat itu selalu muncul setiap aku gagal atau terbelakang dalam olahraga lalu otakku mendorong aku untuk latihan sebelum hari dimana olahraga dimulai. Tapi tetap, aku selalu menjadi yang terpayah. Because one and only things that make me obsessed buat bisa sama/setara/bahkan lebih dari teman temanku ialah "aku ga mau mendengar kata kata itu lagi di kupingku". Yang pada dasarnya, hampir ga mungkin ga terdengar. But y...